Cheating wife cheating husband lies on lies

Cheating wife cheating husband lies on lies
http://stihi.ru/2025/04/06/1402
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FRANK SINATRA SONG I DiD IT MY WAY
SO BILL HUFF ANATOLY GAVRILOVICH ZHEREBILOV AND OLGA ANATOLIEVNA ZHEREBILOVA POLISCHOUK HUFF DID IS THEIR WAY
BILL STILL MARRIED TO  VERY YOUNG BEAUTIFUL WIFE WITH TWO KIDS FOR 10 YEARS BEHIND MY BACK WAS TRYING HIS BEST TO GET INTO OLGA's  HEART BETWEEN HER LEGS THINKING THAT I AM NOT AWARE OF IT BY AA COMMUNITY LIVES TO GOSSIP AND I KNEW EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING ON IN PEPPERIDGE PHARM WHEN I DID 10 YEARS OF 7pm to 7aa Night Shift work all 7 days a week every f u c i g week so my kids can be in classy school with classy plasic friends and classy house with classy next door bosses of Garden Spot New Holland Bowmansville Narvod Denver Ephrata pa usa community and everyone in the Bethany Slavic Church in Ephrata Cloisters PA USA knew that I am dojng it for the kids abd their friends not because I just love to work nights never sleep in bed with my wife and pretend in church where we were doing worship leading and children choir ministry that this is exactly what my dream was of happy life f u c k NO THEY ALL KNEW ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT BECAUSE NOT ONLY BILL AND OLGA WORE WORKING IN PEPPERIDGE PHARM - RAISA NAVARICH WIFE OF PASTOR OLEG NAVARICH AND OLGA'S YOUNGER SISTER KNEW ALL THIS BUT BEVER SAID INE WORD AND OLEG BEVER SAID ONE WORD ABOUT THOSE CHEATING FREINDS THEY COVER IT UP SAME WAY THEY CIVER UP ALL THE DRUGS THAT BEEN SOLD IN THAT SAME CHURCH AND ALL OTHER SHADY SHIT THEY ALL DO WITH JUNK YARD CARS LAND REAL EASTATE TRUCKING ABD NON FIR PROFIT MISSIONS TO HELP EASTERN CHURCHES OF USSR WITH ALL KINDS OF SHIT FOOD CARS MONEY LOUNDERING WRITING OFF CRAP ON IRS AND DRUGS AND ALL OTHER SHADY STUFF SLAVIC MAFIA DOES FOR FORMER KGB FRIENDS WHO ARE NOW RUNNING ALL SLAVIC MAFIA BUSSINESS ON WORLD SCALE, I AWAYS STAY AWAY FROM ALL THEIR SHADY "HELP" FOR ADDICTS OR SHOULD I SAY PRIVATE PRISONS WITH SAME RECOVERY STEPS THAT WAS DONE BY KGB IN REAL USSR PRISONS, SHIT LIJE BEATING PEOPKE UP INTO SUBMISSION MAKING THEM SLAVES AND KEEPING THEM SILENT AND IN FEAR ABD TOTAL OBIDIENCE TO PASTORS WHO ALWAY HAD MUSCULAR YOUNG ASHERS TO DO THEIR DIRTY WORK IN SOUNAS AND CLOSETS AND BACKYARDS AND IT NOTHING NEW TO NO ONE IT WAS ALWAYS DONE THIS WAY FATHER IS A PREACHER SONS RUN CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE SO THE WOLFS ARE NOT HUNGRY AND SHEEPS ARE SAFE AND CORROPTED POLICE WILL ALWAYS BACK PASTOR FAMILY AND BLAME WHISTLE BLOWER FIR TALKING TO MUCH, BILL'S wife kbew all this shit too, SHE TOLD ME HE WAS A GAMBLER AND ALWAYS HAD WAYS WITH GIRLS AND OFFERED MECTO GO TO JUDGE WITH HER AND PUNISH THEM BOTH BUT I NEVER WANTED NOBHELP FROM NO JUDGE EXEPT FROM REAL JUDGE IN HEAVEN SO THEY PACK WITH ALL RELATIVES TO DUMP ALL SHIT ON ME TO HUMBLE ME AA 12 STEP MENTAL INSTITUTION HMELESSNESS STYLE, MY KIDS KBEW ALL THIS TOO BECAUSE MY SO WAS WORKING AT PEPPERIDGE PHARM TOO AND THEY SET HIM UP TOO AA 12 STEP STYLE SO HE END UP JOBLESS AND BROKEN BUT HE DID NOT WANTED TO TALJ ABOUT IT THEN OR NOW AND FOR MANY YEARS AFTER DIVORCE WAS LIVING WITH ME AND DID NOT WANT TO TALK TO OLGA AT ALL FOR TGE SHIT SHE DID AND BROKE TWO OF HIS RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE SHE IS JUST LIJE THAT STUBBORN AND SHE WILL NEVER ADMIT HER SUNS OR REPENT SHE IS PRICHER'S DAUGHTER SO SHE KNEW THAT IT IS BEST JUST TO LIE AND PUT ALL BLAME ON ME TO LOOK LIJE QUEEN OF FENENISM SHE LIVES TO SPREAD ROOMERS ABOUT ME BEEN ABUSIVE ASHOLE BUT FIRGETS TGE FACY THAT SHE WAS TWO AND A HALF YEARS OLDER SHE WAS TGE ONE THAT SADUSED ME SINCE I WAS 12 AND MOVED TO NAKHODKA FROM VLADIVOSTOK USSR AND SHE KNEW EVERYONE AND HOW MANIPULATE EVERYONE INTO HER CRAPPY FAMILY WHERE SHIT LIJE THAT HAPPENED ALOT WITH ALL HER BROTGERS AND SISTERS AND THEY ALL WERE CONNECTED AND ACTED AS A GROUP PACK TO HUMBLE AND BULLY ANYONE WHO DOES THINGS NOT TGEIR WAY, I REALLY HATED NAKHODKA VILLAGE MENTALITY AND I WAS VERY DIFFERENT FROM TGEM ALL I GROW UP READING ALOT LIVING IN TGE CITY WHERE PEOPLE WERE ALOT MORE CIVILIZED THEY GROW UP IN WORST AREA IF HAKHIDKA IN VILLAGE TYPE COMMUNITY WITH CRAZY TEACHERS AND CRIMINAL FRIENDS AND I REALLY HATED MY PARENTS FOR MAKING ME GO THERE INSTEAD OF BEEN FRINDS WITH MY CLASSMATES AND GET REAL EDUCATION I WAS ALWAYS BOOKS SMART NERD THEY WERE ALL STREET SMART INCLUDING OLGA HER PARENTS AND ALL RELATIVES I WAS SKEENY AND LONG HAIRED REBEL THEY ALL WERE INTO STREET FIGHTS AND DRINKING BEHIND SCHOOL I READ ENTIRE BIBLE WHEN I WAS 10 50 chapters a day was always writing poetry music and spend my time alone with nature was bever into their sports i did my own sport what best fir me i never used no fists or weapons i use my loud voice and got reputation if been strange lonely neard who does not do or sell no drugs as for girls they were always around because they live to sing and show off and i was in bands and wedding bands and worship bands and recording and building studios making my own guitars was always good with setting uo and wires to make sure everything is wirking and dounds good OLGA WAS THERE TOO BUT NOT BECAUSE SHE WAS ANY GOID OR BEST BUT SIMPLY BECAUSE HER PARENTS WERE LEADERS SO THEY WOULD ALWAYS PUSH THEIR OWN ON STAGE SHE WAS REALLY NOT INTO ME AT ALL MY MORE INTO MY OLDER COUSIN ANDREY SO I WAS FOR HER MORE LIKE A FALL BACK GUY BECAUSE ANDREY DID NOT CHOOSE HER BUT SHE WAS NOT SO MUCH IN LOVE WITH ME BUT NORE WITH MY FATHER'S civilized life style because she knew THAT SHE WANTS TO BE A MODEL AND DESINER OF RICH MAN OUTFITS THAT WAS GOOD TICKET TO GET OUT FROM SHIT LIFE FOR ANY VILLAGE GIRL PLUS SHE KBEW THATVMY FATHER HAS FRIENDS AND FAMILY EVERYWHERE SO SHE CAN ALSO LEAVE STUPID USSR AND GO YO A FREE WORLD, me I had cery different idea about life I always seen dreams since i was little so did all my relatives i have seen my own four kids when i was 13 and in my dream they were teens two boys and two girls and i aways knew what will happend to me agead of time not every little thing butvall major events i always knew and I always knew that Olga will divorce me and find soneonevwho are more MANNLY in her stupid eyes, SHE IS ALL ABOUT REPUTATIONS AND OUTFITS AND FAKE MASKSBin public, me I really di not give a shit about other people opinions on me, I KNOW ME I KNOW WHO I AM I KNOW THEY ASSUME SHIT AND GOSSIP, me I livevto be direct WHEN I WRITE SHIT I USE MY OWN NAME AND MY OWN FACE AND SUFFER CONSEQUENCES BUT DO WHAT I BELIEVE IS RIGHT, BUT BECAUSE I HAD TO LIVE WITH OTHERS I LEARN HOW TO USE THEIR LOVE FOR GOSSIP TO PROTECT MY SELF BY CREATING WALL OF CONFUSION AND LET THEM DEAL WITH THEIR OWN CRAP I HAVE NO SHAME BECAUSE WHO ARE THEY TO JUDGE ME, THEY ARE IDIOTS WITH FALSE VIEW OF REALITY AND THEY WANT TO DRAG ME INTO THEIR CRAP SINCE I WAS BORN BUT
I AM WHO I AM AND IF THEY HAVE OPINION I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A RATS ASS LET THEM TALK THEIR TRUTH COLLECTIVE LIE IS NOT REAL TRUTH IT IS STILL A COLLECTIVE LIE AND I DO NOT BELIEVE NO LIE EVEN IF IT IS WRITTEN BY GUY WITH A SIGN THAT SAYS "I ONLY TELL THE TRUTH"
http://stihi.ru/2025/03/19/411
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CHEATING WIFE CHEATING HUSBAND LIES ON LIES
Пенье райское птиц, не услышит мой слух
Birds of paradise singing, my ears shall not hear
WRITTEN IN BATTLE GROUND WA USA PORTLAND OR USA FOR BANDS FREEWAY AND OZONE PARK AFTER CURT KOBAIN DEATH AND NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE IN CAR ACCIDENT PLUS DEALING WITH BEST CHILDHOOD FRIEND AND RELATIVE SUSIDE FROM OVERDOSE
ALL THINGS CHANGE AFTER THAT AND ADDICTION IS NOT JUST ONE SIDE EFFECT AWARENESS IS ANOTHER ONE LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE CAN NEVER BE REVERSED TIME GOES IN REVERSE LIFE DOES NOT STORY OF ADAM AND EVE IS EXACTLY ABOUT THIS EXPERIENCE OF REBIRTH TO DIFFERENT REALITY NOT DIFFERENT EARTH JUST DIFFERENT VIEW ON LIFES PURPOSE KNOWLEDGE IS POWER BUT IT COMES WITH A PRICE OF TOTAL REJECTION BY EVERYONE LONELINESS AND SADNESS, MEETING YOUR PAST AND FUTURE SELF AND ALL THE FUN THAT CONES FROM THIS KNOWLEGE IS A BURDEN AND REAL CROSSROAD OF LIFE WITH HOPELESS FALL INTO VOID OF SELFSEARCHING AND BOTTOMLESS PIT OF REALIZATION THAT NO ONE IS REALLY THERE AT ALL THEY ALL PRETENDERS THEY DO NOT CARE NEVER CARED BEFORE AND NEVER WILL EVERYONE IS CONNECTED AND EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED
http://stihi.ru/2025/03/19/411
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Birds of paradise singing, my ears will not hear.
Amidst angelic faces, no spirit will rise.
I'll fall into the abyss for the lies I've told.
A black demon in hell has stabbed me in the heart.
I burn in jealousy, passion and pain.
The flames of hell are burning in my soul
My wife Olga cheated on me
She doesn't love me anymore
I lie like a zombie, dead in my soul, immovable.
I ask God for death, I know I'm possessed
A demon has entered me, my face has turned black.
And to my children I'm still a father
I say to them, they hear me
They're a comfort to my soul
Olya doesn't write me poems about love
She doesn't love me anymore
I open my eyes in the night
The cold moonlight wakes me up
I leave the house in the middle of the night
To wait for the dawn and the day
I walk in the snow, the sky above me
I'm reminded of blue eyes
White as a bed, February is clothed with snow.
The snowstorm is covering my memory
Love lives far away, at the end of the world.
Here it's dawn and there it's the end of the day.
Love and I are separated by a planet
I have no love
All the dreams and all the dreams I can't say or sing
I wish I could see my love before spring
I'm breathing deep with my mouth, the cold frost is getting colder.
And my eyes are ice-cold with tears.
I open my eyes in the night
My frozen soul wants fire
Love has left me in the middle of the night
I have no love
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Пенье райское птиц, не услышит мой слух

Пенье райское птиц, не услышит мой слух
Среди ангельских лиц, не возносится дух
Прямо в бездну паду, за свершённую ложь
Чёрный демон в аду, всадил в сердце мне нож
 
Сгораю в ревности, страсти и боли
Адское пламя пылает в душе
Мне изменила моя жена Оля
И не любит уже
 
Я как зомби лежу, мёртв душой, недвижим
Бога смерти прошу, знаю я одержим
В меня демон вошёл, почернел я лицом
И к детям подошёл, оставаясь отцом
 
Им говорю я, они меня слышат
В них утешение моей душе
Оля стихов о любви мне не пишет
И не любит уже
 
 
Я открываю в ночи свои очи
Холодный, лунный свет будит меня
Из дома прочь ухожу среди ночи
Ждать рассвета и дня
 
Я по снегу иду, надо мной небеса
Мне на память идут, голубые глаза
Белый словно постель, февраль снегом одет
Заметает метель, моей памяти след
 
Живёт любовь вдали, на краю света
Тут рассветает, а там конец дня
Нас разделяет с любовью планета
Нет любви у меня
 
Все мечты и все сны, не сказать и не спеть
Как бы мне до весны, любовь увидеть успеть
Глубоко дышу ртом, крепче стужа-мороз
И глаза мои льдом, застывают от слёз
 
Я открываю в ночи свои очи
Застывшая душа хочет огня
Любовь ушла от меня среди ночи
Нет любви у меня.