Runaway to London

We used to runaway to London,
we used to ride this oldest trains.
I'm making jokes for you, then bow down,
and you just laugh at everything.
Now I'm watching life out the windows
slipping away, like you once did.

And you might go somewhere else now,
you might stay behind the woods.
Looking at me, as I'm looking
for some thing, that would find me ghost of you,

but I'm driving through the Knightsbridge,
fields of the heather turned to myths.

But I've just told my parents, that I never loved this much someone,
and all my friends know, that I'm dying every night, cause you're gone,
but you said sometimes you don't know, if you really need me.
Now I'm left as lonely as these old winter London streets.

I used to read you "Queen of babbles".
I said I'd buy the best dress from her store,
cause you weren't just my summer fling,
I can't tell if I ever been living before,

but you rolled your eyes at lazy Tuesday,
said weekdays make you feel so tired.

But I've just told my parents you're the only one I want in my life,
and all my friends know if I could for you - I would die.
But when I cried in your car you said you have to move on,
so now I am driving alone past this lonely London.

Flashlights, red lights,
running for my life, screaming we can fix it,
I could be your wife,
but we went to embers,
you said you know, that it's the end.
First dates, long days,
I see you in their eyes
in the faces, traces
fading like my sight
in your small home, I hoped
I had you till the very end.

But I've just told myself I have to let you go, so you could come back,
but then you said you don't know, if you want to see me to give my things back,
but summer ago you would sell your soul to be with me,
and now I'm alone left on this lonely London streets.
Yeah, I'm driving back home all alone though the cold London streets.