Paenitentia

I couldn't hear anyone  didn't notice
Stumbled on life's path
Screamed hysterically in the silence 
It's not my fault that  became like this
No other solution can be found
wanted happiness, but now want peace
Trusted  desires too much
Temptation then ruined
For there was something that could be banned
To all your creations
.
Didn't want to repent
Now sorry it's too late me
was not different and became
 an outcast
was only looking for understanding  darkness pawer
Suddenly this is not possible
Howling from pain unbearable 
.
thought there was still tim es
Now the dreams are perishable
The wind will scatter the ashes
Memory erasing those very features
What I once loved more dearly
know I’m guilty before you,  Lord
.
always lived by faith in my soul
Although  violated your laws
Never robbed anyone
And nothing didn’t insult  for no reasone
They  ran into themselves
The tallest seemed the best
.
The snow will melt in the spring
Birds on the branches chirping
Here is your wonderful creation
It always made me happy jamp
And now it's dark and damp
A different picture emerged
Can choose the door...?
And then go in without fear
Don't be afraid of freezing
No more shaking from the wind
the answer for action cannot be avoided
Words cannot deceived
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