You re getting on my nerves...

I don't know how should I explain
What I've been feeling every day
Anticipation? Sadness? Pain?
But I'm pretending I'm okay

I don't know you in any way
And only little time we've met
Cat got my tongue, no words to say
And heart was making "thump" in chest

You're always walking with your friends
Enjoying their constant presence
And I've been looking at your head
When you laying there restless

You're showing off how smart you are
This fact is getting on my nerves
I want to hit you on the ground
And show you what it always serves

But on the other hand I keep
You in my mind more and more
I know it would make you laugh
And you are rotten to the core

I think, I must shut up and wait
Not showing my emotions
I'm tired of looking in that way
At you, not beeing cautious

I know it won't lead to something good
Cause you're a "red flag" definition
I need to stop these thoughts, I should...
Don't want to show you my submission