Back to you

Driving out of town to talk beside the frozen lake.
I'll think about it later, when I got nothing to break.
Night is cold in the room, so long, summer.
See you later in June.
Pulled me close, set the time on the timer.
I said I'll stay with you.

I go back to you.
The place, where we first ever met.
You don't know I do.
You won't ever let me in
to go back to you.
I just see them in a light, then I wanna run away.
I wanna go back to you,
they'll be chasing me around, but I'll never gonna stay.
I wanna go
back to you.

You said you're scared, it seems to you this story's ending.
It's 31 and August hurts me in September.
I said I'm loving all your sweet nothings.
You said it's not enough.
You don't know what to call this kind of timing.
I said let's call it love.

And now you're not aware that deep inside I'm dying.
The city's haunted by your laugh, but I am crying.
I'll be asking myself all the lifetime:
what had happened to us?
Heaven's lost, I fell down hearts are rusting.
Is this pain price for trust?

You used to hide your fucking bottles in the plain sight.
The pain is glowing in my eyes, it's proving me right.
I was down on my knees, I was begging.
Said I've got only you.
Asked if I've got a quiet place in your soul.
You said I deserve a bigger smoke.

You said you don't know what to talk about since the last days
have come and passed and I am wrapped in your cold embrace.
We would mark every day if it's raining
just to get rid of dust.
Now it's your shadows left I'll be painting.
I am left in your past.