Hard to Understand

It's hard for us to understand each
other,
As if we come from world's apart,
Your love's not mine - just like a brother,
As if we've known each other from the
start...

Many winters,  many springs have flown,
But autumn stays, as always, here,
And just as leaves in autumn are thrown,
Our feelings swirl in the same old fear...

Frost is knocking at the door again,
find,
Autumn builds roads where none remain,
And we can't see the end , nor peace of mind.

Once again, the leaves fail to the ground,
Just as the sorrow fails on me,
My heart it groans , yet doesn't break
down,
A prisoner of your silence, lost at sea.

Late autumn,  golden , my sweet disease,
I am ill with you, so deep within ,
I wander lost , no way to find peace,
No road back from this state I'm in..

You mixed us into one, just a few words ,
I can't tell you the truth inside,
But sometimes , when my hearts voice is heard,
I close my eyes  and you're by my side...

And above the  dark wave's crest,
The moon rises , shining bright,
She won't hear my plea , nor my quest ,
How I wish to be like her tonight ...

Like her, to shine in a sky so pure,
Stars opening their eyes in grace,
Like her , to be with you, so sure,
To hold the bird of happiness in place...