Drama queen

Against the gray and damp and wet -
The numbness, hollow in its calm
I lean. It's what I wished for. Yet
I do not feel like I have won.

The tempting nature of desire,
The trembling brought by hope and fear,
The pain - life's marker, lustful fire,
And love I vowed I'd not let near.

In logic's momentary lapse
I'm letting in the feelings' hive.
Am I a drama queen? Perhaps,
If that means that I feel alive.


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