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С Днём Рождения Вика
…
Уразуметь бы смысл и значение,
Зачем всегда плыву против течения…
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I wish I understood the meaning and the significance,
Why I always swim against the current…
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Любимая - всё будет хорошо,
Хоть будущего мы с тобой не знаем…
Не сон всё это - чувствую душой,
Ведь мы без слов друг друга понимаем…
Проходит всё - сказал Екклисиаст,
Его мудрее лишь один Сын Божий…
Шесть лет прошло с тех пор как Бог свёл нас,
Мы вновь твой день рождения отмечаем…

Но чудо в том, ты ангелом была,
На самом дне моих падений бездны…
Я был потерян - ты меня нашла,
Тогда - мне было мало что известно… 
С тобой общеньем жажду утоля,
Ковал броню из красного металла…
Я вновь подбросил в печь души угля,
Ты родником воды для сердца стала… 

Бронёй закрылся от коварных глаз,
Чтоб не пустить чужих в наше пространство…
От слов твоих мой дух входил в экстаз,
Храня в нашем сближеньи постоянство…
Ты видела всего меня насквозь,
Ничто во мне от глаз твоих не скрыто…
В древо любви мы вместе вбили гвоздь,
Сделав ладьёй разбитое корыто…

Дети росли мои - дети росли твои,
Вслед за детьми рождались внучки, внуки…
Нет в мире ничего сильней любви,
Друг к другу души протянули руки…
Влюблён в твоё дыхание во сне,
Хоть и не делим телом мы постели…
Друг друга видим мы в ночной луне,
Кружась в любви и страсти карусели…

Был долгий мир - потом пришла война,
Мир внешний нас с тобою не разлучит…
Осень-зима пройдут, прийдет весна,
Надежду дарит нам рассвета лучик…
Ты в этот день на год стала мудрей,
К реальности относишься всё строже…
Любовь и счастье - ключь души дверей,
Вика моя - я всегда твой Серёжа!

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DCCCLXXVi - for VNM - NVXMMXXiV
Happy Birthday Vika

Sweetheart - everything will be all right,
Even though we don't know the future...
It's not a dream, I can feel it in my soul,
Because we understand each other without words...
All things pass, said Ecclesiastes,
"Only the Son of God is wiser than he.
Six years have passed since God brought us together,
We're celebrating your birthday again.

But the miracle is, you were an angel,
# At the bottom of my fallen abyss #
; I was lost, you found me ;
; I didn't know much at the time ; 
With you I thirsted for companionship,
I forged my armor of red metal.
I put coal back into the furnace of my soul,
You are the spring of water for my heart. 

I've covered myself with armor to keep out insidious eyes,
To keep the strangers out of our space...
Your words made my spirit ecstatic,
"to keep our intimacy constant.
You saw me through and through
Nothing in me is hidden from your eyes...
We hammered a nail into the tree of love together,
and made a rook into a broken trough.

My children grew up, your children grew up,
After the children were born granddaughters, grandchildren, grandchildren...
There's nothing in the world stronger than love,
Our souls reached out to each other.
I'm in love with your breath in my dreams,
Though we don't share a bed.
We see each other in the night moon,
In a carousel of love and passion...

There was a long peace and then came the war,
The world outside will never part us from you...
Autumn and winter will pass and spring will come,
Hope gives us a ray of dawn...
You're a year wiser this day,
You're more and more strict about reality...
Love and happiness are the key of the soul's door,
Vika my Vika, I'm always your Sergei!

...

Evanescence Lyrics
Play "Bring Me To Life"
on Apple Music
"Bring Me To Life"
(feat. Paul McCoy)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

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Wagakki Band / Bring Me To Life
with Amy Lee if Evanescence
https://youtu.be/hk1GtYK7BJM?si=WTUKcYtX3DaQOnTk