if i die

If i die
I'll come back as flowers that i grew on my backyard
I'll be dried out in the sun rays and I'll drink the showering rain
I'll bless it

If i die
I'll come back as sea waves
They gonna go to the shore and I'll talk to them
They won't hear a word but I'll say a lot with the breeze and tides

If i die
I'll come back as rainy spring
They'll watch me descend down their windows
I'll come back as a rainbow later

If i die
I'll come back as children laughter on the playground

If i die
I'll come back as the crowded street in the downtown
Where broken hearts look for the eyes of their loved ones
Where fates are sealing

If i die
I'll come back as the bird who sits on the fence or windowpane
They say they bring news

If i die
I come back as tv news in the morning
They'll recognize me
In their mug of bitter coffee

If i die
I'll come back as prom in high school
I'll try to glow like the diadem on the head of the queen

If i die
I'll come back as fluttering heart of a girl liking her classmate in secret

If i die
I'll come back as blushing cheeks of a boy who had the courage to take her hand

If i die
I'll surely come back as a pie someone's mom made for Thanksgiving day

If die I'll come back
As the sound of high speeding cars and the silence of quiet room in the blocks

If i die
I'll come back as romantic movie in that cinema down in the one horse town

If i die
I'll come back as late night dates in the suburbs


If i die
I'll come back as the cigarette smoldering in the fingers of thinkers

And then

When i die
I'll be everything
In the sense of nothing