Just Between Us

Tick tock.
Light is just an optics.
Love is just an old trick.
Too young to be the sage, they called me "prodigy".
You told me you were crying,
voicemails of me dying.
Brought me back to life by your ideology.

You said I'm kinda genius in my worn out jeans, I
wear my Sneakers, then I stand on tiptoes high.

If Universe is reading
my mind, then why I'm bleeding,
looking at limitlessly black old sky?

Just between us, have you ever
seen the autumn in my eyes?
Just the moment like I've never
painted trust in the false light.
I've seen this kind of love in movies in my restless vintage teens,where now is good in summer house, green backyard grass...
Just between us.
Between us.

My tears miss your palm you catch with.
You're down on your knees when
I swear I'll just end it with pile of pills.
My heart's attached to how
you calm me down with your hands.
You said you want us sit and watch the world like this...

I hope I'll wake up one day,
look outside where you play with the girl named Alice
that looks like us both.

I'm too soft for the strangers
too damaged for the danger,
but garden in my hand-me-down heart still glows.

I'm smart but I am sad.
The empathy is the sharpest knife.
I ask the speeding cars if there's a chance to save my life?
I was the one to fight it,
but you've got me, I promise,
hypnotized by flashlights and I hear the song the city sings me in the night, the highway's lullabies.
I die with a smile, cause I've seen that you're smiling.

Just between us I remember
going down the stadium.
Bitter wine down in your backpack,
no one just me and you.
I've seen this kind of scenes in movies, I see the filmstrip in your gaze.
I've made mistakes, but you did too.
I swear I'll be your trust.
Just between us.

Flip flop.
Falling like the coin.
You are modern poet,
balcony and smoke under your influence.

Just between us I remember you hand the lighter secretly.
You always light my cigarette up,
so my mom wouldn't see.
I hear my heartbeat in the dark,
seems like I'll die or is it yours?
One hundred fifty seven beats per minute trust.
I'm scared, but I still lay here,
just between us...