Just Between Us

tick tock
light is just an optics
love is just an old trick
too young to be the sage they called me "prodigy"
you told me you were crying
voicemails of me dying
brought me back to life by your ideology

you said im kinda genius
In my worn out jeans i
wear my Sneackers then i stand on tiptoes high

if universe is reading
my mind then why im bleeding
Looking at limitlessly black inky sky

just between us have you ever
seen the autumn in my eyes
just the moment like ive never
painted trust in the false light
I've seen this kind of love in movies in my restless vintage teens
where now is good in summer house
green backyard grass
just between us
between us

my tears miss your palm you catch with
you're down on your knees when
i swear I'll just end it with pile of pills
my heart's attached to the way
you calm me down with your hands
you said you want us sit and watch the world like this

i hope I'll wake up one day
 look outside where you play
with the girl named Alice that looks like us both

I'm too soft for the strangers
too damaged for the danger
but garden in my hand me down heart still glows

I'm smart but i am sad
The empathy is sharpest knife
i ask the speeding cars is there a chance to save my life?
i was the one to fight it
but you've got me i promise
hypnotized by flashlights and i hear the song the city sings me in the night the highway's lullabies
i die with a smile coz I've seen that you're smiling

just between us i remember
going down the stadium
bitter wine down in your backpack
no one just me and you
I've seen this kind of scenes in movies i see the filmstrip in your gaze
I've made mistakes but you did too
I swear I'll be your trust
Just between us

flip flop
falling like the coin
You are modern poet
balcony and smoke under your influence

just between us i remember
you hand the lighter secretly
you always light my cigarette up
so my mom wouldn't see
i hear my heartbeat in the dark
seems like I'll die or is it yours?
one hundred fifty seven beats per minute trust
I'm scared but I still lay here
Just between us