I m looking in the mirror

been saving sun-dried old lives
been the wrinkle in longest time
Ago
Go
Go go go go
Look good in the sundress you picked
I guess the games got rigged
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

you're in the bedroom staring at the ceiling
i stand still
i cant believe
I'm leaving

im looking in the mirror
this chain is made of silver
I asked the alchemist to make this summer glow
I'm looking in the mirror
to see the glimpse of old me
what if the luck works out and you'll say
please don't go

i think of pink clouds and sky
i never thought i would die
Twice twice twice twice twice

you place your hands on my heart
show arms but there are no cards
dice dice dice dice dice

How does it feel to lay in bed
Rotting?
by the four years old cruel ghosts
Haunting?

I'm looking in the mirror
I'm crying you the river
you're just the only one i ever want to know
I'm looking in the mirror
I'll sugarcoat the bitter
in case your face that's white as snow
say
please don't go

You're looking like casino sparks
I swim in sad sea in your eyes
They close
Close
Close close close close
I'm throwing tears on the wind
The scarlet I've never seen
Your rose rose rose rose rose rose

He wrote his wife is happy in
his review
I would be either happy if I'd never met him

They held their axe behind their back smiling
I held my fingers crossed as i was dying
 

I'm looking in the mirror
Recall our late night dinners
I'm on my knees I silently just try to pray
I'm looking in the mirror
It seems I hear my whisper
"If you would die I couldn't ever let me stay"

I see emptiness in your gaze
Eyes full of something else
Blue blue blue blue blue blue
The trains they come and they go
There's something nobody knows
About you you you you you you

The sun is going down behind the woodland
I'm holding onto pillow like
it's your hand

I'm looking in the mirror
It says I'm quite a sinner
The superstitions say I should've save the day
I'm looking in the mirror
I see me in the winter
Where i run home and i just scream oh please just stay

Their eyes were brown but ours are blue
Flashlights
I dare you just to take my autumn
Long nights

Im looking in the mirror
I wish I'd solve this riddle
I put your picture in my best old heart shaped frame
I'm looking through my window
The tears drop like glowing snow
I wish I'd hear you saying my name
Once again

My poems sad your sadness red
Burning
I fall asleep in lonely bed by
Morning

I see fire in the mirror
Nudge as i burn my fingers
I dance with ghosts like greatest duchess in the kingdom hall
I'm looking in the mirror
You know I'm not a quitter
I wish I'd take your hand to help you through the fall

Nobody knows how much it hurts to be the
Unwanted
And no ones knows your pain you show
Flaunted