I m looking in the mirror

Been saving sun-dried old lives.
Been the wrinkle in longest time
ago, go, go, go, go, go.
Look good in the sundress you picked.
I guess the games got rigged.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

You're in the bedroom staring at the ceiling.
I stand still,
I cant believe
I'm leaving.

I'm looking in the mirror.
This chain is made of silver.
I asked the alchemist to make this summer glow.
I'm looking in the mirror
to see the glimpse of old me.
What if the luck works out and you'll say
"please, don't go?"

I think of pink clouds and sky.
I never thought, I would die
twice, twice, twice, twice, twice, twice.

You place your hands on my heart.
Show arms, but there are no cards.
Dice, dice, dice, dice, dice, dice.

How does it feel to lay in bed
rotting?
By the four years old cruel ghosts
haunting?

I'm looking in the mirror.
I'm crying you the river.
You're just the only one I ever want to know.
I'm looking in the mirror.
I'll sugarcoat the bitter
in case your face that's white as snow says
"please, don't go".

You're looking like casino sparks.
I swim in sad sea in your eyes.
They close, close, close, close, close, close.
I'm throwing tears on the wind.
The scarlet I've never seen
your rose, rose, rose, rose, rose, rose.

He wrote his wife is happy in
his review.
I would be either happy if I'd never met you.

They held their axe behind their back smiling.
I held my fingers crossed as I was dying.
 
I'm looking in the mirror.
Recall our late night dinners.
I'm on my knees, I silently just try to pray.
I'm looking in the mirror.
It seems I hear my whisper.
"If you would die, I couldn't ever let me stay".

I see emptiness in your gaze.
Eyes full of something else
blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue.
The trains they come and they go.
There's something nobody knows
about you, you, you, you, you, you.

The sun is going down behind the woodland.
I'm holding onto pillow, like
it's your hand.

I'm looking in the mirror.
It says I'm quite a sinner.
The superstitions say I should've save the day.
I'm looking in the mirror.
I see me in the winter
where I run home and I just scream "Oh, please, just stay".

Their eyes were brown, but ours are blue flashlights.
I dare you just to take my autumn
long nights.

I'm looking in the mirror.
I wish I'd solve this riddle.
I put your picture in my best old heart-shaped frame.
I'm looking through my window.
The tears drop like glowing snow.
I wish I'd hear you saying my name
once again.

My poems sad, your sadness red
burning.
I fall asleep in lonely bed by
morning.

I see fire in the mirror.
Nudge as I burn my fingers.
I dance with ghosts like greatest duchess in the kingdom hall.
I'm looking in the mirror.
You know I'm not a quitter.
I wish I'd take your hand to help you through the fall.

Nobody knows how much it hurts to be the unwanted.
And no ones knows your pain you show flaunted.