Flashback 1000122

Damn flashbacks:
She asked, laughing: - and what would you do without me?
And her handsome husband and I looked at each other like that. 
That look turned out to be the answer.
And she was confused.
Double betrayal all of a sudden.
God, the shame of it.
it was a hundred years ago, they were a lovely couple,
and we were friends and I really liked them both.
And I was visiting them.
It's awful.
Double horror that she's a really great person.

But that long pause after she said that.
We would have known exactly what to do.
I've remembered that note all these years.
That's not funny, Ouiji.

Dear diary, please absolve me of my sins,
because they're keeping me from working in peace.

It's the damn revision of life,
once started, it can't be stopped.
Yes, Carlitos should have warned you.
After reading this book, you'll be haunted for the rest of your life
you'll be haunted by all the shameful, horrible episodes of your life,
but at least you'll look two years younger than your age.

I'm constantly reminded of all the embarrassing personal shame.
It's ridiculous.
I don't think so.

The whole nightmare is that it was true
She asked and got an overly candid answer.
Yeah, crawling eyes,
and you want it said out loud more.
What a shame we hurt a good man.
It was a long time ago.
Then why do I remember it?

Until you find it funny,
you'll see this moment every night in your dreams.
For dessert.
Thank you.
Damn sorcerers.
it's all done by the Toltecs, I could swear on the Bible.

You have to laugh.
don't expect to just dump it out as a penance text and forget it.
That's not how it works.
Huh? Huh?