blood sweat and thunder

Where am I going, my dear is there someone with you?
Face like a thunder, oh, darling, do you think it's true?
Blood sweat and heartbeats.
Blood sweat and thunder.

Breathing in, when they try to hold it.
Caught the stone, when they tried to throw it.
Oh, well.
They all said there's no risk, then no story.
Why you stay, if the play is over?
Oh, hell.

All the forts that I've tried to built he
just destroyed, though he can just beam me up
to

where are you going, my darling I drive to you?
Face like a thunder, I know the wrong things to do.
Sweat blood and no tears.
(Do you know the wrong things to do?)

Once again I comb through pain, I'm not the main.
They don't try to get me.
Scurried for the cover back to summer under
someone else's sadness.
He complained, but I didn't listen.
Can't concentrate, when it's hard to breathe in.
Been locked up in my sweet dreams.
Years of drudgery to ordeal
same old hurt by hurting my feelings,
but it's gonna get well, I told myself

where am I going, my darling waiting on for me?
Fell off the swing set, I saw it all in my dreams.
Blood sweat and heartbeats.

I'm the villain in your tale where lovers won't die in the happy end.
They said there's no risk, then no story, why you stay if the plays are over?
Oh, my.
I can't hear you, so keep on talking.
Sick of street, that we have been walking
just to know the good news.
Two or three mean times to behead me.
No one tries to know me better.
Guess I don't deserve, my visions blurred.

Rebounds and metaphorical prisons.
Tied with his good grounds and reasons.
Blame me.
Going back to when it was spring time.
Sunrays should've been change my poor life
never.

Eating, drinking, sleeping and so forth.
Breaching walls cause there's no closed doors.
Lying.
I'm the one, who's always pretending,
breaking spine I say it's just bending.
Smiling.

Break through walls cause there's no exit.
All the former doors are now absent.
Tame me.
If I'm sad - you're always much sadder.
I'm the one to say it'll get better.
So tell me.

In my ghostland phantoms ghosting.
Did you lost her just because you don't care? (and her "I" name).
Blonde-eyed monster on my poster
had to foster
me to tell him my pain.
Said let me go, but make me stay there.

Oh, dear Darling, I'm taking train of thoughts to you.
When I was holding up cause friend said I should do.
I was cruel in the sake of the days that should've been cool,
and I met someone who just makes me sparkling.
So I forget about your questioning and wondering,
cause I want his summers and his bone-chilling rainy weeks
more than I needed your invisible strings.