et tu brutte

i was wandering along the high streets
looking in the people's apertures
you never know what hides behind the meanings
untill you look under the curtains closed


So I step up on the bridge in
Quiet night there's loudest cry
There's the hardest autumn concrete
Never fall until I fly

then i stand on feet but would you take the heat
off my shaking hands
if my heart's a charcoal ashes, salt tears splashes
would you love me anyway?


you were looking at my footgear laying
on the grey snowed balustrade
we both have our past but future's saying
you're not trying to cease your saint name's fire

So I step up on the bridge and
his softest voice speaks in my head
There's the hardest autumn concrete
It became the softest bed


And I say he could be honest they echoed he could be
That sounds like a breach of promise take it easy on us
So I just ask et tu brutte..


i hope i hope i hope that my mind won't change your mind
you drive you drive earlier with every time
you just changed your mind?

sweet kisses but did your palm got frigid
took the thorns off the rose i put it in my bed
i will stay there till i feel you want me
I'm so scared that you don't and there's warning


I'm putting my life on the wall
the rope is hanging like the snake i
I'm not sure if it's time to lose it all


When your homes not filled with my  fragrance
do you just got that summerly sadness
if my ghost is what's left of me
for you would it be easier to breathe?

no one knows

I'm scared it is

no one wants

So i just save this sparkle pink hearts
For the posts about you
when they point at me like dart board
no one loves me like you do

if you do