et tu brutte

I was wandering along the high streets.
Looking in the people's apertures.
You never know what hides behind the meanings
untill you look under the curtains closed.

So I step up on the bridge in
quiet night there's loudest cry.
There's the hardest autumn concrete.
Never fall until I fly.

Then I stand on feet, but would you take the heat
off my shaking hands?
If my heart's a charcoal ashes, salt tears splashes would you love me anyway?

You were looking at my footgear laying
on the grey snowed balustrade.
We both have our past, but future's saying
you're not trying to cease your saint name's fire.

So I step up on the bridge and
his softest voice speaks in my head.
There's the hardest autumn concrete.
It became the softest bed.

And I say he could be honest they echoed he could be.
That sounds like a breach of promise, take it easy on us
So I just ask "et tu brutte"?

I hope, I hope, I hope, that my mind won't change your mind.
You drive, you drive earlier with every time.
You just changed your mind?

Sweet kisses, but did your palm get frigid?
Took the thorns off the rose, I put it in my bed.
I will stay there till I feel you want me.
I'm so scared that you don't and there's warning...

I'm putting my life on the wall.
The rope is hanging like the snake.
I'm not sure if it's time to lose it all.

When your home's not filled with my fragrance
do you just get that summerly sadness?
If my ghost is what's left of me
for you would it be easier to breathe?

No one knows

I'm scared it is

No one wants

To know if it is

So I just save this sparkle pink hearts
for the posts about you.
When they point at me like dart board
no one loves me like you do..

if you do...

Yeah they called her bad witch
Nicknamed her bad bitch
But she beared it all
Yeah she'll make a few stitches
She just got lynched in
The academic crowded hall

So you declined my call
Oh no one was surprised
That I got fooled once
Then I'll get twice
It's never really playing with the loaded dice

So my faults got rigged
And my heart got tricked
Oh someone tell her not to make the same mistake
But she never learns
She got used to hurt
Why heart needed if it doesn't break

And he runs away
As soon as I call upon the rain
And the clouds are gathering above our heads
So I'm knocking the wood
Hope I do it for good
Knocked down a peg

And he just walked to his car
With his head hung down
He didn't look around
And I feel
And I know what it's all about
I know what's gonna be
So I say et tu, brutte?

Yeah I check your page
I can't act my age
Coz something changed since then
I got stabbed to death
You can stab me to death
Oh so just repeat the history

Yeah and you place your hand
Tight on my back
As the cries are storming out of my chest
And I show my teeth as you try to breathe avoiding all my raging flames

Yeah and I got so scared
What if fix my head
And then you leave me for the better things
What if i owe you space
Owe you tenderness
When you owed her all the diamond rings

And you'll be leaving home too early
And you'll be coming home too late
You cant stand me being hurly
You'll get too tired to contemplate