Never again

Never again


Where was a God you pray for
Where was a God if not there at all
in a room with a perfect white ceiling
Standing in front of you, scorn your believing

Where did my prayers go tho
Where was Your grace when she was so scare
Don't you agree? And me neither
Wasn't it you who cut off her breathing



How could it be?
How dare I believe?
You promised me stay till the end and I fell down my knee



And even now
After the days after the years
I'm keeping it out
All I have left is a smile in my dreams

Every wish I make the next thousand Christmases
Will never happen, the whole world is splitting
in half
Never again come speak with me about love


Where it was cold, not at North lands
Where was a hope I can tell but it's worthless
How bad did my prayers annoy you?
Why do I hope to get answers from you


How could it be?
How dare I believe?
You promised me stay till the end and I fell down my knee


End even now
After the days after the years
I'm keeping it out
All I have left is a smile in my dreams

Every wish I make the next thousand Christmases
Will never happen, the whole world is splitting
in half
Never again come speak with me about love

And even if I
Broke every glass in this hall
Whenever I try
To turn back that damn clock on the wall
My prayers will never be heard
I know You don't love me but damn God but what about her

How could it be?
How dare I believe?
You promised me stay but I will never fall to my knees...