In the club of broken hearts

I could spend all night
engraving the meds in my mind.
Classroom lit by the white lights,
can't keep my eyes open, pages full of science, that made me high,
and I know I'm right.
(Go to the blackboard!)

But I went down this hole, climb too high, then I fall.
Told myself I've got the power, but I fucked up my bulletproof.
Cause there's a real fine line in between the need to die.
I once believed, that I'll be fine, but he told me I was a fool,
not the sharpest of the tools.
All the cells inside my body died while I was playing cool.
I was smiling through the crying, I was taking my part
in the club of the pained broken hearts.
(Good, sit down now.)
I run away, I'm crying like a baby.
It's a lame.
I fell in love with him, but he just said we don't even date.
So he took the part
of my brain, so I just once took the part,
then went well with members of the club of broken hearts.

I could hold it in.
I was counting on the little pills.
All the nights I divide anatomy with your reflection, that I see in my highest grades
(Oh, the brilliant essay!)

Cause I was study freak, never tried to bring it weak.
He said "Emmy, could you leave me? Cause you're not the one for me!"
Siren sounds, coats and white, I will never let you die.
I need someone to save my life.
He said he doesn't want love, but he just don't want it with me.
I was trying to save their lives, though I was the one who bleeds.
I was smiling through the crying, I was taking my part
in the club of pained broken hearts.
I run away, I'm crying like a baby.
It's a lame.
He didn't even date me, but I loved him.
It's a shame.
He opened up my chest, like surgeon just to steal it's all the parts.
That's why I went well with all the members in the club of broken hearts.

Let's meet there in the club of broken hearts
with your broken heart.
You know I'm fine, nevermind.
Soon I'll be alright.
I'll just get some pills.
Just take easy on me.