In the club of broken hearts

I could spend all night
engraving the meds in my mind
classroom lit by the white lights
can't keep my eyes open pages full of science that made me high
and I know I'm right
(Go to the blackboard)

But I went down this hole, climb too high then I fall
told myself I've got the power but I fucked up my bulletproof
coz there's a real fine line in between the need to die
I once
believed
that I'll
be fine
but he told me I was a fool
not the sharpest of the tools
all the cells inside my body died while I was playing cool
i was smiling through the crying i was taking my part
in the club of the pained broken hearts
(good sit down now)
I run away I'm crying like a baby ...It's a lame
 I fell in love with him but he just said we dont... even date
so he took the part
of my brain so I took the part
Then went well with members of the club of broken hearts

I could hold it in
I was counting on the little pills
All the nights I divide anatomy with your reflection that I see
 In my highest grades
(oh, the brilliant essay!)

coz I was study freak, never tried to bring it weak
He said Emmy, could you leave me coz you're not the one for me
siren sounds coats and white, I will never let you die
I need
someone
to save
my life
He said he don't want love be he just don't want it with me
I was trying to save their lives though I was the one who bleeds
I was smiling through the crying I was taking my part
in the club of pained broken hearts
I run away I'm crying like a baby... It's a lame
he didn't even date me but I loved him.. it's a shame
he opened my chest like a surgeon just to steal it's all the part
o that's why I went well with all the members of the club of pained broken hearts

Let's meet there in the club of broken hearts
with your broken heart
you know I'm fine, nevermind
soon I'll be alright
I'll just get some pills!
Just take easy on me