to soar, not to crawl by

if i use my power on you - you will die
i'm born no crawl, i was born to fly
so tired from my inner boost
i choose accept and don't refuse

you want to find me, but no thing to search
you can not touch, you can only watch
i open eyes and always see same shit
i don't find place, wherу to place my feet

dot't ask me to be myself, it's wrong
you don't want to see how devils can be strong
so tired from my inner boost
i am prefer not bless, but curse

Ver.2 (for all lovers of right English, Gods and my editor hate you)

With a power that could make you die,
I was born to soar, not to crawl by.
Weary from the strength within me deep,
I choose acceptance, no room for sleep.

You seek me out, but find no trace,
Unable to touch, just watch my grace.
Eyes wide open, facing the same plight,
No place to stand, no ground in sight.

Don't ask me to be what you expect,
For you may fear the devil's effect.
Exhausted from the power within my core,
I'd rather bear a curse than be blessed more.