Fortnite

Fourteen longest nights came and went, when I was called by the term "psychotic".
Caught the nurses glances, my med records says "she's high on flaxen eyed narcotics".
Made a fantasy, where you're wanting me,
is there, where I can truly hold you?
Made you up in my head,
is it pretty sad?
You want me less, than I ever know you.

And then you ghosted,
turned to ghost for fourteen cold nights.
Went to line of sights to pick the call from duty.
Used your weapon pointwise once upon an autumn.
Put my face under water.
I'm not half like her.

That sick Saturdays I pass like  test
in saturnine hospital basement.
I couldn't care less then, so my body stayed, but my mind was rightly absent.
So I called you.
Is that a threat or a promise?
I call you
that every damn night.
That fortnight you desist being all mine.
I'll call you, almost call you.

You turned to ghost, you ghosted me for fourteen cold nights.
Pick the one, who doesn't seem thorn in the side, so
use your weapon pointwise once upon a summer.
Got my eyes under water.
You just still love her

I turned to ghost, but I haunted you in sunlight.
You played with me that fortnite fourteen longest sad nights.
Wish I could just forget how lightweight I am.
Smoke on the water.
Will you still love her?

So I heard you laugh and I saw you cry,
but I know you can't stand me all alive.
So you heard me laugh, never saw me cry.
Wish I knew you can't stand me for that damn fortnight.
So you know I prayed and you know I've made
some sick promises, since the day we met,
so I know I tried, make you find some proves,
that I'm just the one, who was made for you.
So you heard me laugh, never saw me cry,
but I did that time, endless fourteen nights.
So I saw you laugh, but I never knew
why you ghosted me, so you turned to ghost.