Fight or dance

I saw a dream I had a sister
(I never had a sister, as a teenager dreamt to have a twin)
she was half-bald
and looked as huge living doll,
I was afraid to let her in
With a gun to hold
she stood unstable
She shot us, we ran from bullet
It seemed hollow points
Someone bought me a ticket
We sit around the table
This movie dissapoints

No escape no sense
Is it fight or a dance
Melting iron in the hands
No reward
Earning the score
more and more
But what for?
Corpse falling on the floor
With smiling face in gore
Are we the kings of land of nevermore
My heart is not steel core

And then I fight my grandpa
He used to argue and to mock
I didn't count on my temper
He fell on the floor after one knock
I grab to check the pulse
Body surprisingly light
Lips and teeth is smile
Half of face in thick blood crust

I got hold of box of pills
And forgot that it exists
Just internal ki(ll)ss
Time is melting on my wrist

And when the dream is gone
I know it's of another one
I hesitate to share
It's nothing in compare
With shivering daymare
With a taste of void