Luminescent

Chronic distance,
I remember July.
Flashing symptoms,
your name's in the red light.

I sneak along the floorboards in the dead of night.
Never been alive, but never died.
All the poems perished in the fire.

And skies have lighten my face.
Heaven of the darkest sunset
starting your blaze.
And I got lost in my room,
and all the missed calls in the sake of chance,
that this love was meant
to be luminescent.

Haunted Castles,
ghosts moved into my clocks.
This December
caused my hinges to rust.

You walked out and said I'm not the right for you,
but you don't know how strong this glue.
Flashing beacons
attracting missing parts.

Notes left on the foggy glass
on your bow-tie and my mermaid dress.
Now it's all left in the mess.
My kettle of the tears got drained again.
Your name haunts my godless mind, and my vision through the moonless night.
Haze in the daylight thicken in my sight.
Wish I never heard her laugh again.
Now I don't know where to go.
(You'd be sorry only if you...)
I lost my home.
(...didn't know me like you do.)
I'm wise only, if you allow.
(I never learn from my mistakes.
The lesson's life gives - I just called them fakes...)
Storm shadows grow
(...and though I'm always mesmerized by you, I let it go...)
(...years of wondering, why you have lost...)
I'm simply not enough.
(...the keys to this borealis heart.)
My jealous heart
(This noble things would be a prize for me...)
tells me that
(...and if there are no limits of the love...)
my hopes never die.
(...why are you out of it?)

All the bluebells in your eyes,
treeless soul in your arms has wilt.
You changed your limits just to stay the same.
I changed my limits, and I changed myself.

All the bluebells in your eyes,
disrobed soul in your arms has wilt,
and if you wanted all my everything
maybe you should have given me your everything?
And I still think of you.
I still talk about you.
I still talk to you
in the darkness of my dazzling room.