Evening July

I didn't know
what you were waiting for, when the Sun rays recede.
When the night bleeds over my town
you were the breeze I breathe in.

And I understand,
that I wasn't that kind of me.
Are your eyes still glistening?

Sweet glance and your promise
you'll leave, but said then I'll meet another,
and someday I will recognize
you'll leave the signs for me.
Your time left unwasted.
Dust and shelves,
your face got erased, but I'll see in the evening July rain
the April leaves sink.

And all these days since November
I lied, that I don't remember
your eyes like the moons in your kitchen I chased your gaze.
Seems you look sentimental,
I saw your ghost in reflection.
It stood right behind this autumn haze.
Have you ever seen it too?
And the last embrace
vapor like your trace.

Your face and the twilight
I knew it'll go with wintery starlight.
So long, that summer days I miss.
So long, my saddened friend.
3 months and it's over,
ellipsis in the end of our story.
Still wait for you to call it quits, still waiting on the end.

I watched you look to the side,
when I splashed my secrets into your mind.
Will you be lone enough to keep it?

So take your old lighter,
burn this notes down in the scarlet fire.
I promise you won't face the dark, if you turn off your light.
Your heart was the lantern,
the one above place where we used to stand and.
I'll stay here if you come to end.
I'm waiting for the end.