Scar I had

I guess I saw you going down the hall
Or is it someone who just looks like you?
I thought you missed, but you declined my calls
You cut the ropes I held onto

How does it feel to keep it in the crowded room?
This table used to be meant for two
Don't you ever miss the time when the jokes weren't the jokes on you?
The ones that I always knew

You're still up
I'm still trying to turn your w;y around that's leads to that morning
When you decided that you leave me there
The deepest scar I had

If you could turn back all this rough time
Would you rewind the reel right to that day?,
Would you say nothing or would you change your mind?
So you'd never be this innocent and wild again?

How does it feel to miss that wasn't taken but was never yours?
When the hand close to touch is better than the well known, but long-run one?,
How does it feel to run first so you never get hurt
So you couldn't come undone?

Do you still see us run out of gates and missing classes, beads in your braids?
Stand on the dancefloor, streaming tears
Looking so innocent

3 years go like minutes
You'll reach all your limits
You'll get everything you ever wanted
White walls, hazy streets
Home and child are waking dreams
The time with you and I'm still haunted
Haunted by you

I still see your pictures you're cursing
Your birthday night, intensive care nurses
You're everything that paint my life red
The deepest scar I had