Personal Drama

You say I have to leave, if I can't bear anything you do this days.
You ask "ain't you in love"?
What you're gonna do, when it fades away?
But I spend all of my night working hard to get where I wanna be.
You spend most of the time waiting for me to be your therapy.

You call, just making fun of me.
Late time, caught up in studying.
Sounds like it's time to help, I should be in.
My patience seems to change this.

All this time you played pretend,
like you were sliding down,
but could you try to understand?
I can't be around
everywhere you go, 24/7
trying to turn my tension to eleven.
Got tired of all your sick demands.

I kept smile all of this time,
writing essays, truth and lies.
Your voice is a melody.
Didn't know back then what I used to be.
Made me pull at finest strings,
put the blame on me, is this what you need?
But I'll go on, set you free, cause you made your bed - so sleep in it.

You call just to bring the room down.
Night out, 2 A.M., friends around.
You should have held your tongue,
cause I endured it all so long.

All this time it was unfair,
cause all I need is you!
You look like you don't ever care.
You're so brute and bulletproof.
I thought you'd be the one, that's brave and
you'll take responsibility to save me,
so stay aware.

Not gonna soothe you there down on your backyard.
I'm afraid you've wasted your last good card.
Say what you want, I won't buy your devilish charm and I just go.

You didn't know
I had my problems too.
Sick of all your endless ups and lows,
cause I don't accept your rues.
Too dumb to be so heedless
to blame everyone for weakness.
You have to grow.

You say I can leave, you'll meet somebody kind at least.
I say "time will tell", but no one's gonna be your therapist.