The fear of immortality

I am  frightening outlive all of you,
my children, grandchildren...
I am afraid loose one by one
all my  relatives, friends, close and dear ones
I am afraid outlive my neighbors, contemporaries,
who live  next to me and far away from,
and even  leave back unfriendly contemporaries
and long-lived enemies.

So I wanna in my 64
from now onward
let no one die
who is living on face of Earth 
asking God keeping all from death,
those, who younger than me and older,
those who much younger and older.
 Let all of them
not to die
from now onward.
Let the best medicines
and doctors
help and cure them
for we are all together
those who born now or soon,
who prepare to born
after 9 month since  the night of love
or much earlier,
till the oldest man on Earth,
those who reached 120,130 or even 140 years.
Let all of them not to die.
Let all of us to live together
another 100 years,
and after so many years
I am firmly believed
Humankind will find out
something extra valuable
for the sake of life on Earth:
the secret of immortality,
or the receipt of life forever,
or master the art of reversing old ages.

So we are all
will have doomed eventually
return to our  lost Youth,
through the Youth of immortality as it is,

this everlasting paradise
which promises us
not only all religions and priests,
but the laws of quantum physic
so unimaginable stunning and weird,
and abundance of world of Multiverse
unfolding with so great generosity,
beauties, holiness and precision, 
that can estimate only the heart of Kyrgyz pristine
after lost the dear one for the hundred years,
and find  again its diamond  precious
somewhere on hidden planet, behind Sirius.