Buried

That grief is sealed inside of me,
Though pain is silenced now,
I've wasted chances that I need,
'being rolling, no clue where and how.

Unsure how I still breathe, must be dreaming better,
He was more alive than we were all together.
It seems we've buried not the right one,
All tears just stuck, please hand me a lighter.

I set the fire, just let it burn,
Before it can get anyone hurt.
It turnes to ashes, burning so bright,
So bright my life will never be like.

I know we didn't talk much
 but I just wanna be hugging you right now.
I stare to the stars and see just starch.
 why this happened and how?
Why did just everything stop at that moment and I see only rockets?
My heart beats but carries no blood from an empty pocket.


I'm loosing my faith, loosing my hope,
Longing for everything I ever broke.
I swallow my tears, which nobody sees:
Nevermind what it seems,
We're alone indeed.

I abandon my life just like my happiness did.
We're alone at the end of the day, indeed.

12.12.20 RIP V.