First time

First time
I saw a guy
So strong
That my dreams
Don’t wake me
Up at night anymore

First time I saw a human
Alone
So complete
Just like me
Even more

And I’ve never
I’ve never I swear
Seen a man
Who’d be bigger than me

But right now
Here I am
Next to him
And he’s all
I can see

And I’ve never
And ever
I would never have thought
That my fears
Will be gone
And my nightmares
Be solved

But here’s me
Next to him
And i finally
Sleep

And here’s him
Next to me
Just so
Big
And so
Deep

And I’d never have thought
That my hands would stop shake
And it’d be
Like a dream
Even when I’m awake

And I’d never have thought
He would silence my fears
And I’ve never
Seen man
Who would wipe me
My tears

And I’ve never
And ever
Just never before
Seen a man
Who would not
Make me feel
Like a whore

And I’ve always been
Scared
Seeing babies
and kids
And I just never wanted
To pass down
My bad genes

But
I’ve never seen man
Who would see
Something too
And I’d never
Have thought
That the man
Will be you.