Have you ever?

When the time ran out,
and the rain has stopped.
I had to give up.
All the swords are crossed out.

Vacations over, now you're frozen, it's snowing in your eyes and
You know I can't get rid of how we talked through sleepless nights when
you kept this distance, I keep on tearing all calendars cause
you shake the ground while all I do is stare at distance stars.

So, have you ever seen the denim in the eyes?
Have you ever had to change to break the ice?
"Don't cry",
you vanish in the night, left behind on the backyard.
Darling, have you ever loved?
Have you ever lied?

The temperance
lead me a dance.
The fleeting glance
you threw by chance.

Once I dreamt of you.
It takes it's toll.
The endless road
revealed your code.

And now I wonder if you ever seen me in your dreams and
how fast we switched from kissing in the moonlight to the distance.
I blurred my vision, now your windowpane is clear as crystal.
You push me harder, but I get used to your cruel resistance.

You say, that all I want is keep you by my side.
At least I have the honesty to show you, you know I don't lie.
Only want to be the part of your life,
and your good old time.
Oh, God, I wish I was dying.
Maybe then you'd start trying
just to to keep me on timing
to say the right things I was waiting for.

And now I wonder if you ever seen me in your dreams and
how fast we switched from melting in your arms to miles of distance.
I blurred my vision now your windowpane is clear as crystal.
You push me harder, but I get used to your cruel resistance.

The closing thoughts.
Your Odyssey.
Mint on your breath.
My coral dress.

In every new eyes I'll look for your mid-June sideway glances.
I wonder if you find your story in my sparkling dresses.
The stairs we stand, you looked at me - your summer time painkillers.
You broke my heart before I broke your shattered schemes and dreams, but...

Have you ever seen the denim in the eyes?
Have you ever had to change to break the ice?
"Don't cry",
you vanish in the night, left behind on the backyard.
Darling, have you ever loved?
Have you ever lied?