420. I am not yours! Я не ваш!

I can see through my fingers – your sins' leading you
But I sin often too – God taught us forgiveness
I was diving into love, eternal and true
But I've never suspected it was able to kill us
My old town got furious, though it seems the same
This love kills me again with its brilliant sadism
It is eating my dreams now, again and again
As I see through my steps to the ground, falling leaves

I'm not yours; I was never before, and I will never be so
And my heart is already so tired of your dirty prison!
I'm not yours! I demand that you free me or kill
And my heart is already so tired from struggling and steal!

So, instead of my peace, we have just evil fraud
Every night, shining stars see my look – hard and beastly
How much more? It's enough! Disregard you of God
With your conjuring idol, and now I have missed you
I was diving in love, like in honey, so sweet
But my country has killed everything I was fond of
To sell your soul for some coins means a traitor to be
"What you sow – you must reap" – our nation had told us

Dreams are diving again to eternal, to awe
Sacrifice now yourself, cause you know that you have to
Don't tell fortunes to me with your magic tarot
Better go to the church; pray to Jesus to save you
He will never, because there's no God in those churches
You have driven Him away by your terrible sins
Through the years no repentance has been clear and hurt
No one can take a look now behind the scenes

листопад 2023

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