Let me

В создании этого бессмертного произведения, кроме меня, приняли участие - А.Л. (имя просила не называть - муж ревнивый), Илья Леонтьев и Галина Высоцкая. Carmen Benavides отмазалась - сказала, что всё ОК!.. Ну, пусть и она будет соавтором!.. Всё-таки - моя студенческая любовь и просто хорошая девушка.
Let me be alone.
Let me cry and laugh whenever I want.
Let me be myself. Now I'm a stone.
I was such a fool before,
and when I tramped through the thicket of life,
I had a storm of bad words like sharp knives:
“I don’t want to exist ever!..
May tomorrow come never!..»

Tell me, please: “Goodbye!..”
Let me live the way I want. And let me die.
I won’t be able to become faithful and bright,
because there is a bullet in my mind.
You don't have to give me a magic light.
My true place is in the silent black night,
and only there one can be eternal
and stop being an insensitive stone.

I don't want your attention.
Your warmth brings tears to my eyes.
I'm just an unfortunate version
the one who makes the sun rise.
He has the right to take the care of me
and knows, that I'm not just a piece of meat.
Only his love is necessary to me.
But I'm still afraid of meeting him…
O, let me be alone...