location of the hearth

BOOK II
DEATH OF A SUPERFIGURE

location of the «hearth»


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who touched these things?
who went to my death for me?
in the geometrical sense, I am destroyed
I will no longer bow down to heaven
I will not wish to serve the Four Hands of Light
I am the new perpendicular
I am Freedom


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my little planet
What are you to heaven
what's heaven want you for
who needs you?

oh, I know who will
spears in you, savoring
every moment like the Marquis de Sade
in catacombs, dungeons, cellars

the thing you're looking for doesn't exist
god has failed us, he died stoically
for us, for us, for fun
rockets hit the firmament
angels agonizing, masturbating
on the pathetic attempts of the dead
to prove their home to the Existence


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friends!
I solved the riddle after all!
I found a way out of the Fog, I overcame the Morok!
there's larch and lots of orchids!
there! Beyond! All you have to do is turn off the lights in your room
concentrate on your worst psychological trauma
and hear behind you, "Long time no see, buddy..."

Oh, it's true
Except for one thing, "buddy."
I have the gods of fire and wind
my readers are with me!
to the Rule of Truth!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH


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a noose is thrown around my neck
it squeezes, but it doesn't asphyxiate
now even the angels aren't laughing
they'll be mourning me for a long time
rain over the grave with ticks
flickering screen, Asus, Mac, Android...

there's something there
well, on the other side
where there's darkness and there's light
'cause there's nothing there at all

that's why you have to...
looking for my own hearth
without giving in to thoughts of begging for mercy
'cause there's something in us
some O T H E R  L I G H T

I squeeze my heart
the blood drips on the foot of the hanged man

but this lighthouse was seen from the other side