Evidence

My anxiety filled the calm sea
I wonder where you're getting lost
I fall into this bottomless black hole
They that live longest see most

And I'll see you black and white, my vision
Cause I lose my face
I know I won't be your evidence

My honest confession breaks out of this flesh
Shades of golden sunset
Sky wanders across your face
All my friends say I'm insane
But I wouldn't be timeless if your time ran out

Eyes become prosaic
Will you find your home in me?
I'm scared to death that I would never be your peace

Your honor makes me a simpleton
You bow your head while I pour like a waterfall
I get ahead of myself
I'm just testing your patience

And your probably guess
That my place here is so fickle
Harmonize your scale through the weekend
You say it's fake
You'll look away
And all my oceans that you pictured as the lakes
Just keep this raging gales
I can tell you everything as long as it's your magic fairytales
What do you want from me?

And here is your mattress on the floor
Wallpapers on the door
You take me off the side
And I'm evil to the core

I'm joking but ain't you laughing at my peasantry??
I'm not asking you to save me, but what if it's something I need?