back then song

i’m tired of looking at you
knowing you’d prefer to leave
i’m tired that days are always blue
i’m tired but i still believe
even when you are around
i’m sad cause i’m not yours
but i don’t care. because of sound
the sound of your voice

yeah, future might be bright
and even now it’s already alright
but back then oh only if I knew
this was the last time i’m hugging you
last time i’m hugging you

i cant escape all of these thoughts
constantly coming into my mind
and now i am completely lost
i can’t take that you’re not mine
i would give it all to go back to July
cause now my life is a mess
i think you’re the reason i’m not fine
but then you made me feel the best

well back then
only if i knew
this is the last time i’m hugging you
i wouldn’t let you go
i wouldn’t leave you alone
i would say that i love you so
even tho you didn’t feel the same
i know it’s right way, oh right way
i should not be silent right up to the end
cause now i truly regret

yeah, future might be bright
and even now it’s already alright
but back then oh only if I knew
this was the last time i’m hugging you