I lost my friend

Once upon a time
When I had chance and right to call you mine, confused your lipstick shades with lie
 
You let me in
Said I've got bluest eyes you've ever seen, but it's trick of the light
 
And I count every day on your call, midnight glow
But you don't
You melt with the snow
So farewell to the winter
 
Oh, it hurts
You used to say my say makes your soul burn
But I take your heart and it is just the piece of ice
Oh, I learned:
Never trust somebody you could lose
I lost my friend
You left me stabbed
And now I'm on my own
 
I wish I had known mistakes I face as soon as I am grown
Maybe then I'd play it right
 
You and the dark
Like tattoos on your hands
You called it art
I should have kept you tight
 
I'll hear your laugh in the bars
See your truck among the cars
Would you run to me if I walk your street?
No flashlights in the dark
No other heart to leave the mark
I'll keep you in my diary to keep it upbeat
 
Why would you go
In times like this you got to stoop so low
You always held your gun
I left behind
All the crowds fading to black and white
'cause you were the colored one
 
Yeah it's a thorn
the deepest scar on my skin
And you made it worse
You made It worse
You see it's the end
It's the final fight of my life
And you made it worse
You made it worse