You don t have to hurt me

I could tell you I foreknew
From the moment it all started
Do I just get Deja Vu?
Maybe it's all just plotted
 
My heavy heart could never fit in
Till you keep your heart this light
I'm breaking down, my sky is bleeding
While you're higher than a kite
 
You can burn my letters down
Co you don't have to hurt me anymore
I'm on my longest way out of the town
Still smoldering
You burned me to the core
Every secret that we ever kept
That could ever intersect
All of this ain't congruent
So you don't have to hurt me anymore
 
As soon as I build my weak theories why we get lost in infinity
You roll your eyes, making your face, cursing the cruelest divinity
As I can't resist m fantasy
While you turn my every word into controversy
 
Stop right now
Right here
Stay just where you stand
Don't you
Dare yourself to admit
Everything we had
Every secret that we shared
Letting it go
Making you sad
Like you were
When I dropped your hand
When I was your favourite essay to read
The first thing that you need
The only way that leads home
Maybe you've done something wrong
May it be
Letting me
In your door
But you don't have to hurt me anymore