The summer I had you

All I did was wasting my young years
I had the chances to take I gave in to fears
Tried to kiss the pain on you lips away
You said you've got new places to stray
 
Took the knife off my back bleeding out
Should have saved blessing heart
It was stout
I guess I don't fit It
Wear myself inside out
But I'm standing here still
 
In case you ever missed that time
I haven't replaced you
If you wanna go back now
that summer I had you
 
I guess all my ambitions were hopeless
Like the town you moved to
It was roadless
And my nightmares got real when I wake
Never meant to cause harm
Honest mistake
 
Miscalculated consequences of your sign
Crashed my bones you drank my blood like wine
Pouring out my thoughts like Gimlet
So if you ever gonna get that
 
Feeling that you miss that time
I haven't replaced you
If you wanna go back now
That summer I had you
 
The summer still has you
 
And it's sad to be a killjoy
When neon lights all fade
It's hard to be the reason you're driving faster away
 
You're the fresh air in the gold fall
When it's grey hall in my home
 
And all I want is
turn back time
I haven't replaced you
I just wanna go back now
That summer I had you