Candlelight glow

Eight twenty two.
You made me believe we could built something beautiful,
 
but soon you'll make fun of what I was dreaming of,
like I'm just a fool,
 
so it is what it is now.
You're better with friends,
I cry in the glitter gown.
 
And all I can think about
is I was the one you'd always be without.
 
Cause when I run into your arms
you take a step back, take a step to the side.
Said I don't have reasons to cry,
but I know you told a friend, that you're sorry for that night.
 
I wish we would turn back time,
go back to November to change your mind.
You'll come back, when hurricane blows.
That's why you still keep all my candlelights glow.
 
Your coldest glance.
Friend said it was casual, but why all the fireworks blaze?
Now I hope for the news,
so I could have reason just to talk to you.
 
Beautiful wedding dress.
Heat made me shake from the coldness in your embrace,
but I'm still warned -
you said you used to lie, but now you don't.
 
But you waited for me in the hall.
The questions you asked lightened up that cruelest fall:
Can I walk you home?
I chased you down the street, like you were alone.
 
I wish you would ring my doorbell.
"I was scared you're not home, you never can tell",
but you made your hurricane slow.
That's why I'm still waiting in candlelights glow.
 
Every time, when someone says you name
on purpose or by accident
I'm holding my breath in the sake of your ghost.
In the sake of the winter days I called "heartfirst".
 
So you said you're tired to get hurt.
You hugged me and left your scent on my shirt.
You don't like to go into deep.
The flow through you hand said you don't need me.

I wish we would slow down the night,
and you'd let me say what's on my mind.
I'll make it better, but you said that you know
you're the reason I try
to stay awake in the candlelight glow.

You know I still stay in the candlelight glow.
I'd dance with you in the candlelight glow,
if I'd never know
I would still stay in the candlelight glow.