Bridge above the railway

The winter hope was starry eyed.
You said, that when I'm showing up
every single room is in the light.
 
The cold wind makes me sad,
sobering my dizzy head.
I was expecting you to take my hand.
 
You say I'm your big time, big rush.
Captivated like a child,
your omnipotence holding sway.
So lead me up the stairway,
bridge above the railway.
 
I said you rescue me, save my blush,
your matches strike like flashlights -
the ones, that never gets away.
So lead me up the stairway,
bridge above the railway.
 
All my windfalls made in the shade.
I said you have to go, I wish you'd stay.
You said I'm complex, but you're not afraid.
All the walls I'm putting up
gathered my tears in golden cup.
I cut my sleeves, I'm laughing up.
 
And I know I have to tell the truth, never lie.
The lake I drown in flooded town, I see your lighthouse shining bright.
It's shining bright.
 
I threw the keys away and
never thought I'd see the day
you rewrite all the fairytales yeah, I know you're my leading light.
Your brown eyes light my heart like distant stars.
 
I want to write your name
like hearts on my hands, tears on the sand.
You'd walk to me and hold me,
say things you never told me.
Things no one could never say.
You'll come back in September, I wait for your call,
down in the hall, "I wish I never lose you".
"I wish I'd always love you too".