Come back to me

You say you think I'm too young to handle all this shit
I said I'm only eighteen but I know how all it feels
Your breath is shallow, I can't stand you staring into the void
Now I can't tell if I know what time is it at this point


But maybe I just gained us in advance
Should've slow it down and take the second chance
Let you feel you're never knowing
Left you waiting without warning
We both know you and I are not a movie reel

Go, don't come back to me
Go, don't come back to me
Go, don't come back to me

I can't let you go
I will leave the lights on in my home
For you
If you come back to me

I collected your pieces, I knew the shapes down pat
Why did you say all those things you know you never meant?
I count the days like we counted the comets in my room
It seems you couldn't tell if I'm fine or I'm just playing cool

And you know there's always time for revelation
The sorrow's never good anticipation
But we were driving out of town
The towels and the crowns
I don't know if you miss it like I do now

How come we turned to long run?
When highest hopes were missed like calls I left you tees and sweaters, my unaffected letters
And all I've seen since then is your dense hollow window
Running to you through the driveways
Cursing the moon, was it waning?
Where am I wrong? I'll explain it
And I search for you in this town
All the faces, the blue yes, all around
I was clutching a straw, you just drowned
But I'm leaving, screaming:

"Do what you wanted"
(Stay with me)
"You're the one that I wanted"
(I need it)
"Lose what you've gained"
I mean it
You don't know the truth is pain but
I believe
Some day, you'll come back to me

I'm balancing
When you're not here