You should be missing me

Two twenty in the night
I lie on the bedroom floor
Wide awake, can't close my eyes behind this closing doors
The city's gonna kick away the haze
I don't see you much around here anymore
Anymore

You're somewhere in your rented place
I guess you're still asleep
I guess it's nice to be the one it's nice to be the dream
you think of me then you forget
I want you to be missing me
Ain't you missing me?

I'm wearing my t-shirt, but it should've been yours one
You talk with them sweet girls, I'm not even someone
You'll ever call your everything, it's breakable dream
I think there's no night when you think of me

You've learned that when I'm nervous I talk a lot of shit
Do you just tolerate it or are you fine with it?
I wish you'd known my past just point right to the map
Ain't you afraid of highest hopes that highest roads might led

Now I'm wearing your t-shirt, it smells like our first date
I made you wait there, the hospital gates and
You'll never call me your everything, it's breakable dream
I wish that you would be missing me

I think that this is when I break my rules
I think that this is when I'm falling into you
Even though one day you'll say "it wasn't this for me like it was for you"

I'm takin' my shirt off
I'm wearing my sorrow
I hope you would praise me for everything I know
You'd say I'm amazing, but you simply just never care
Say I'm making it harder, it's just not that easy
You won't take the last chance, you'll be blaming the weather
'coz if it has started, it must have the ending
I wish that you could be missing me

I wish that you could be missing me
Me, me, mm

It's 5 am. Now I wish I was here with you
Coz all my secrets meant to keep us in this room