Drown

I'm drowning in my thoughts,
And feeling like there's no way out.
I see so many minded ghosts,
There're circling around.

How I supposed to get through this,
Through all of the nightmare?
Cause I can feel the bleeding wrists,
I'm dying, i'm aware.

So how much time,that I have left.
What's gonna be the next
I feel the heart don't beats in chest
I'm leaving you, without a text.

All,what you see is non- breath me
And not the only letter.
But now I'm standing near the sea,
And nothing really matter.

Why people seem so sad,
Well,I'm not anymore
That speed of life was really fast,
I finally lost score.

Black color everywhere:i even see my sleeve.
This color meant for mourning.
It's brightest one, so I believe,
It's brigher than a morning.

They telling me:"Oh, Reast In Piece".
Well,thanks,that's really true.
Cause now I'm sniffing freashy breeze.
What place is that-I have no clue.

Debating they, and trying to find out.
But who is really cares?
No longer me ,so what's the point
In working out mine past nightmares?

The fact:I'm gone,
forget the past, and live through all your life
You wanna answer-there is none.
The thing that killed me wasn't knife.