Colours

Far from being a natural born entertainer,
Rather a digital prist and
A futurology geek,

I tend to obtain most of what I seek
But stability in human ties.

No matter which event it comes to,
I put on a blue hat, a black one,
A white one,

And only later it might run red.

The wild card scenario is
Someone is going to push for their goals
As heavily as I do,
Which might lead to a disaster,

Or someone from gutter press
Puts on a yellow one,
Which might ruin the whole idea of
'Beautiful minds having a meaningful conversation'.

There might be a plenty of colours around, astoundingly rewarding or
Completely discreet, say infrared or
The ones out of the Earth dweller's register.

However, the situation is that,
Dazzled by your rarity and chaotic movement,
I might not fit into the groove at first,
It feels like playing dice with a chameleon
Or trying to teach a  phoenix to play the piano -
Rather unlikely yet challenging.

I wonder which optic would be appropriate now

In order to recognize all of your colours -
From deep violet to sable,
And enable them to stabilize
An all-consuming river of knowledge
Around us,
Since knowledge is something
I feel like a fish out of water without.