Epoch of oblivion

Have I become a little more tolerant  in the allotted time?
Have I become a little more calmer since I crossed the line?
Have I become a little more confident passing so white nights?
Have I become a little mature since the door was  closed behind?

I guess so.., yes for sure.., I think so.., сan’ t say no…
I guess so... I have become a little older
Yes for sure...My heart got a little colder

Have I become a little more free in regard to softer sex?
Have I become a little more cheerful towards  life itself?
Do I feel still sorry for myself when I am not in pain?
Do I live in peace with the reflection in the mirror face?

I guess not... No, I’m not... Yes I am... No and yes...
I guess not... But you don't need to worry
No, I’m not... I know it too well, sorry

Here is the comission made by  forsight and real true grit
Towards wisdom mainprise me and deliver me from my weak
No neсessity for us anymore the boat to rock
Slowly we are entering in the oblivion epoch

Here is the trial of mine  with Intuition as my judge
Please, give Me a break i have overanalized too much
No neсessity for us anymore the boat to rock
Slowly we are entering in the oblivion epoch