Lovesick

Voices in my head are getting absurd,
I would shut them up if only I could.
I didn’t fall for you,
I just fell for you*.
I’d been falling down from the cloud
Until it hit me so hard on the ground.
You feel nothing for me through all my efforts.
I don’t really want you to know that it hurts.
I am going through it very slowly in time,
So na;ve to expect you once gonna be mine.
You centered me out of self-centered delirium.
I don’t give a fuck who fucks my opinion.
But you poked me in my incapability
To suit your interest of the affinity.
I am shocked and confused,
Now there is nothing to lose.
I’ve lost and yet I am winning,
The life is still spinning.
And you’re still here, but out of reach.
One day I get rid of this feverish bleach,
The one that sticks to myself when you’re around.
One day you won’t be the one that I count.
I am being bold enough to expect
That one day you may feel regret
That you’ve just fucked me no feelings involved.
Told ya that might sound bold.
I cut out of myself those feelings for you
Till my indifference really comes true.
Your name will no longer excite my soul.
Sure one day I’ll forget you at all.


*Игра слов
В первом случае to fall for someone - влюбиться, чувствовать симпатию. Во втором to fall for something - поверить в обман.