Cobain

only time
the power of psychiatrists
want to want
finding a way
mental abortion
black windows
It's difficult to breathe
touching the handles
backwards
life to the touch
'lakh' of synthesizer
buzz program
positive type
refusal
spring blossom
come!
leftist propaganda
ugly happiness
breaking mirrors, lighting candles
shave the skull
in the shadow of love
very correctly life
rape me
the most common
home of the setting moon
angel hair
minute of technical break
nameless
dirty and loose
 
     only time
     use only once / Cobain
at the very beginning of the year
When do you buy toilet paper?
and meat
last year's canned food is using me...

but it only happens once!

     the power of psychiatrists
our conversations are being monitored
in the toilets - video cameras
? why schizos are not allowed to sing
but only paint the walls with feces

... learn to chant:
all power to psychiatrists!

     want to want
     we will take off to the clouds / Cobain
? why do they have such big robes
and such cramped chambers...

! they screwed up my last day
they want me to want to live,
and i want to fly away

     finding a way
     I don't know where I'm going / Cobain
I'm looking for salvation...
because life is not random and repeatable

stardust fell on the stripper
"during the marriage of hell and heaven" / Blake

... well, I went

     mental abortion
     become someone else / Cobain
...even though we have our own laws
we are also victims of rock and roll
this mental abortion:
we have a cold wrinkled blue
skin and soft skull
we always want

     black windows
     black windows of paint /Cobain
... black windows (they are painted over!),
black pupils see nothing

who do you want to fuck?
you never had eyes

     It's difficult to breathe
     samtimes I can't find my way /Cobain
from time to time it becomes difficult for me to breathe
... habitual breaking, the habit of breaking things

do not forbid me at least something!

     touching the handles
     why do that not try to escape / Cobain
why don't you try to swim in acid?
! and we have already done it, touching the handles and kidneys ...

we are kids who still do not know how to fuck

     backwards
     they point at my way /Cobain
they're all pointing at me!
they call the cops and call the mental brigade

? and what did I do, I just went out for a walk
backwards, with no fucking 'tower',
with a monkey on a wire by the neck

     touch life
     they come with a flash of light/Cobain
they roll up with flashes - still!
in this fucking corner of a cat-filled basement
'khuj' what will you see
here you have to live by touch

but live, bitches - live!

     'lakh' of  synthesizer
     here is another word that rhythms / Cobain
the last one...
last, because I forgot how to speak

The synthesizer does it for me:
flutters like a 'yudick' and - type 'lakh'

     buzz program
     sit down...don't be afraid /Cobain
sit down, don't piss, I'm kind today ...
I leave you the right to ride and
move the little finger on the left hand

the rest breaks the buzz
kind of buggy program

     positive type
     I feel stupid and contagious / Cobain
I'm naturally positive...here's my test
I'm the same as you: I swallow wheels, I want
die not immediately, but live 'decl' contagious

     refusal
     yay, a denial / Cobain
I'm in denial: I refuse to distinguish between muzzles and asses,
I refuse to hide for the fuck
hide your past, present and future

     spring blossom
     spring is here again...tender age in bloom /Cobain
in the spring I kind of bloom, I masturbate even on old women who
shuffling somewhere to kill time
! and these 'fuckful' tenants scurrying into cars, flashing panties: "nature is a worge"...

     come!
     come...as I want you to be /Cobain
I specifically want: show up in torn pants and a sweatshirt,
with a hot hole, with hands grabbing air!

or i will end without you

     leftist propaganda
     left fascist propaganda / Cobain
people smell disgusting in the elevator...
! and you're so disgusting and sincere
! Yes, hurry up, the elevator will stop and the door will open
and they tell us: that is
   
     ugly happiness
     I'm so happy I'm so ugly /Cobain
I'm ugly happy...I even hide it...
I see how hard it is for everyone:
work, give birth, live daily
then give birth again, work
? because they won't kill me for being so happy
 
     breaking mirrors, lighting candles
     we've broken our mirrors /Cobain
I 'khuyeyu': everything is already stuck and sung,
all the mirrors are broken, and the virgins are torn
? What is left: to masturbate and hunch on the oligarch
...and here I "light my candles in a daze" /Cobain
   
     shave the skull
     I'm so lonely I shaved my head / Cobain
in fact it was the opposite: first I shaved the skull
and then it got lonely
now I'm in trouble
this, they say, is from nerves ... calm me down,
broad diazepam
   
     in the shadow of love
     don't mean they're not after you / Cobain
atas! our shadows are chasing us
an extension of the leg, an extension of love

? and the truth is that shadows are the truth we want
hide
that we silently, like a shadow, go in search of light
      
     very correctly life
     I just want you to know that /Cobain
yes i hated you when you were little
you prevented me from fucking and spread
you screamed at night and pissed during the day
now 'along the way' I prevent you from doing the same
life is arranged very correctly ... I pissed myself

     rape me
     rape me /Cobain
rape me, date and redhead
with a snotty 'bitchson' that gets underfoot
and a mother dying of cancer behind a Chinese screen
... I have so much selflessness!

     the most common
     as I want you to be /Cobain
? how I would like to see you...
Yes, the most ordinary: 'decl' stoned,
with long black claws and "pshol nah" peel

     home of the setting moon
     skin the sun/cobain
and this fucking sun... breaks the buzz
...and about the moon: the moon gives hope, like
path on the water to our house -
home of the setting moon

     angel hair
     the sun is gone / Cobain
! then why don't these goats in white turn on the light?
boy, they don't want you to look at your 'canzer'...
? and if there is a medical error ... if it's just
red angel hair

     minute of technical break
     couldn't chew my meat too good / Cobain
...do it on me, just step back three steps
! there was a minute of technical break

? how can I make it, it's not 'pee-pee' in a subway car

     nameless
     my will is good /Cobain
then, like nameless it will be purple for you...

live while your boobs are twisted

     dirty and loose
     serve the servants/Cobain
we serve as a good negative example...
we are shown to children:
! look how dirty and loose they are