Mating on benches

old seams
to live on
hand on ass
little night inquisitor
integrity of personal life
transformation into mass
mating on benches

     old seams
...need a jump over
"dead time" Heidegger
to jump to eternity!
, to the bathhouse in a neglected dacha
where there is no echo
, a dead cat is resurrected every
evening and
burned out light bulb
.......
... turn over the pages of the indictment
conclusions
, scratch surgical sutures

     to live on
measuring pressure...
the tonometer is lying, it is normal
, does not press
...............
a little dry and small internal
shiver...
............
... type at a confrontation
then let go
, the boys will estimate the time and -
you can live on

     hand on ass
life is becoming more and more
sawn disc, which
plays as he wants, like for himself
, such as 'labukh' at night in the transition
..............
... a quiet bum is listening to him
, a couple of gay men sucking in a niche...
and everything is like a hand on the ass
worries and promises

     little night inquisitor
daily problems...
you must not have thoughts -
teaches zen,
"do not drive" - the main commandment
zones:
don't look at the sky
for the ban
you stop time!
......
at night the ceiling drops by a millimeter
together with a spider
willing to talk until the morning ...
he to you - the Little Night Inquisitor

     integrity of personal life
Bakhtin noted in Dostoevsky
integrity of personal life
as Heidegger would say
"abandonment"
to the world of the furnished room
, where the drunken official easily visits
and peeking janitor - "Tatar muzzle" ...
they will be replaced by the reciter of the poem
"Good" and the pharmacist from
small-town jews, and only then -
schizoid-dissident demanding to listen
and a quiet cocaine girl with a plea to help out

     transformation into mass
goes unnoticed!
like twilight or twilight state
how does general anesthesia work
.................
do you still feel the touch
, the path of saliva on the skin
but that doesn't apply to you.
, this is a massive event
, an event in the nocturnal human mass
, "the transformation of a person into a mass" / Heidegger

     mating on benches
constant impoverishment of words ...
...............................
hence the impossibility of sincerity
, the need for gestures, in long pauses
between words - these calls
to bad behavior,
to mating on the benches