Suicidal feelings

golden wall
life isolation chamber
instead of people
lack of responsibilities
'byting'
infinity days
leaving is not easy
diagnosis
suicidal feelings

     golden wall
breaking...
damp concrete wall
you lean back on your head to
relieve pain
.............
they say there is a wall
golden...
but I doubt

     life isolation chamber
the mosaic of life has gathered, but -
there is no self on it:
this world blues and
otherworldly gospel!
...................
this is a sound chamber...

     instead of people
     Truth cannot be proven
     nor refute/Neil Donald Walsh
when jukeboxes
removed for the sake of shelves with grub,
people who have heard the truth
changed intestinal fornication

     lack of responsibilities
I am back...
but there is no home!, there is an absence of a home ...
damn it ... the cuts are a house, this is when
you have no responsibilities other than
breathe and pee
is when you fall up!
... let them talk - in a bunch of shit

     'byting'
being - cosmic feeling
presence in the world
participation in everything free
and therefore wrong
to be able to see
"secret surfaces of the body"
             / Maximilian G.

     infinity of the day
you are a fancy carving, an ornament ...
.........................
... I always drink from undercuts,
from what is not a pity,
that does not pretend to infinity of the day

     leaving is not easy
a support group works with the "outgoing"
led by domestic, but including and
inanimate entities:
cold refrigerator and
hot nervous network
.................
they don't want us to leave
too easy

     diagnosis
unresolved problems are kept at home,
locked up...
..........
it's a disease!
acute lack of freedom

     suicidal feelings
in that famous last note
do not write "in my death ..."
because suicide overflows
love, best wishes...
.................
this is typical for anyone
even temporary release