Stoned moth

victim's desire
jumping heart
stoned moth
waking up before you
fundamental unwashedness
pollen of time

     victim's desire
another day fell out of the deck of life,
unusual brown color
old washed blood,
colors of hungry Moscow avant-garde artists
.................
on the side of the victim - regret,
desire to smear the green

     jumping heart
how much hawk!
... submit!, the state demands,
like cats
..............
...save me from mocking
stargazers,
from the ruby target designator of Mars
...............
this city is spinning around its axis,
around my left leg...
...come on! - come up with one for all
big jumping heart

     stoned moth
diarrhoea - my condensed milk
...........
they are waiting for me to drop in,
long familiar shadows -
essence of any electromechanical
miracle
.................
forever stoned moth
'kemarit' under yellow light
on my runway
windowsill

     waking up before you
focus on the face
shaved with a piece of glass
in the hand that
ant type
grabbed and dragged
.................
... on SVD-S,
lying still and listening
like waking up before you
youngster

     fundamental unwashedness
...-year-olds, 15-year-olds and quite already
youngsters
included one by one
evil matryoshkas,
freak out
discuss signs of maturation -
habitual blackmail by suicide,
smell of unwashedness

     pollen of time
dust is the pollen of time
Who said?
I imagine...
she fertilizes our living spaces
...............
words come in handy
misunderstand each other even more