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Sometimes I feel that the snake girl wants to wrap around my neck
She wants to eat me like a carnivorous plant
She said it won’t hurt me
But I don’t believe

It’s all because of you.
Too many people around you make me think about suicide
But honestly, I'm too afraid of pain
I would be so-so submissive
Yet your wish is my command

Since we first met
The unidentified satellite in your vein has grown
Our unemotional sex became the poison of the republic
Since we first met
I hate bus stops. they remind me of your rusty breathing

Walking in the divine garden in my brand-new fetters
I dream about a macabre ballet between two lonely young women
It’s mesmerizing how
A thousand marigolds grow from your mouth
It’s mesmerizing how
Crime and punishment become one and the same
From your hands

If you can't be God, I will
Then you can do whatever you want with me
You can drown me away in your amniotic fluid
Or you can put on thin gloves and lie to me again

Then our interaction will be mutually beneficial
And mutually disgusting

Sometimes someone somewhere doesn't want to wake up
I count to ten and see your black silhouette