fear

my fear lives as long as i remember..
without the reason, cause and effect.
and all my life i keep my temper -
i hide my dread and arcane defect.

i always was afraid to die,
but also i'm afraid of life -
reveal the feelings, laugh and cry,
speak heart to heart at sleepless night.

nobody knows about my ills,
but my glum soul yells again,
that it can't take sedative pills,
dissemble and conceal that it's insane.

so far i feel the heartbeat and the eyes can see,
i can't be happy and i can't be free.


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