Am I lonely,
Or am I
Just not being able to be
With myself?
I should learn that
I have myself only,
And people around,
They mostly just suit
Themselves.
Why can’t I say
‘Fuck it’,
And just have fun?
Why do I try to
Find meaning
Where there’s none?
Why do I want to
Open my chats in the morning
And see that your message
Is there?
It’s fucked how I constantly need
Someone else
For that desperate breath
Of fresh air.
I sincerely hope
This will finish,
I must find my way out of
This state.
When there’s no one around,
And I have myself only,
I should only — and only
Feel great.
To Myself
© Copyright: Дарья Лемякина, 2022
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